June 2012
1 post
a tic in the clock of nature
I started sorting trash, and golly gee its taking longer than i hoped, but I’m getting the hang of it. The main goal is to get to make my own compose!, I’m such a geek for the green but in reality I’m really REALLY excited for doing all these things because i see results.
okay that makes me a green geek!
May 2012
21 posts
The color blue doesn't get enough credit.
I never saw the relief of memorial day weekend… memorial day….weekend. memorial weekend?
My Father does an annual camp with some of his buddies. some I don’t enjoy spending time with and its only down the lake, its really not such a great lake. but i do like walking around and getting lost.
These hills that hide all of suburbia, do such a great job going to the other side of...
Who said “if it doesn’t hurt then it’s not love at all”… I keep eye balling pizza and I just can’t have right now, it hurts.
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“I keep forgetting people I know live in the same world I do.”
– this girl, who writes in this blog
Why quote my self because 3 out of 20 times through out the year i run into someone i know, and it gets me so of guard i end up thinking i made them up from a memory and their not really there. then they look at me and say “HEY!, where ya been”....
in your eyes
don’t worry this isn’t about me standing outside your window with a boom-box.
I wonder, when i say “Oh shucks, I cut my finger” people hear me with the tone of a little girl. I have voice recording of my own and I don’t love to listen to them but after 10secs i forget its me, except while singing, i just turn red.
Having an image, one you never meant to build,...
Dennis miller isn't as funny
those images of Justin Timberlake and his lyric “its gonna be may”. its always in my head singing when i see the calendar. Do you think every one thinks this as well and just ignores it and doesn’t put much thought behind it?.
Im starting to think i don’t like cats, i like pictures of cats and certain cats but the way i feel about them is the same way i feel about people....
This guy clerk from subway gave me a huge grin, I got a little scared. and his smile was just.. well you almost felt flattery he smiled. and all i kept thinking is… what the hell do i do? smile back? say my order?, I went home and looked in the mirror to practice smiling.
sigh
my music history?, okay.
My sister maid a music journal, things she wants to listen to bands she has loved and hated and wants to see… so then she asked to see mine?, i don’t have one. but i gave her my journals from the 5th grade to now. except some may be missing i managed to keep one from every year in school that captures so much about music.
starting from…
1999- Bjork, Blink 182, Supergrass,...
Oh lordy!, Am i past the bed time…
I watched a lot of t.v today, not really, i only watched movies actually. I took my nephews and father to watch The Avengers. and well, it was great. this is a big deal coming from me because somehow they always make every single Marvel movie into such a terrible cliché and I get so upset and feel like yelling at the world and I nod my head so hard while...
OH MY GOSH!
I JUST REALIZE WHAT MY DREAM CAREER!!!!!!!!!!
….um… Voice acting…. apparently its like broadway but with the tone of your voice doing all the acting and twirling. and singing… If i knew this the minute i got out of high school i would have never quite singing lessons.
now if there was a way of telling my parents and all of my friends my dream to be a voice actor for...
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April 2012
15 posts
“I want to take a nap before I fall asleep”
– The Dick Van Dyke show
bah bah dee doo.
I decided some changes should be made, Now that I have access to tumblr every where around the world and every second of my time, why not keep it constantly up dated..
One minor flaw… I thought i was a fairly open book most of the time with some entries and this blog, maybe i just don’t project my thoughts so well?, or I like to sugar coat many awful things, truth is i don’t...
something new...
or something old, you know i can’t ever really keep track of these things except I’ve gotten rid of old habits. I don’t think of chewing gum and try and bite my cheek without gum in my mouth.
some how Im this chameleon critter that likes to blend to whatever jumps right at it. heres something, Ive taken 4 classes at a community college, three were pre-med requirements that i...
Ticks that bother me#1:
People that come up with any excuse to talk you, wanting to talk to someone should be good enough.
I live in this state of fear, and I just realize this while making 70 cup cakes before bed. Well it’s well past my bed time. But this place I was, I’m in!, it’s been fear after fear after fear. There’s not a thought in my head that isn’t over shadowed with fear. I use to think it was me just being me or just being a realist but turns out I’m a pessimist and a...
March 2012
4 posts
My gosh…
I’ve fallen in love…his names Larry paul and I swear he gets me he just does!. Now he may be a fictional charecter from a very 90s comic drama and I may never ever find a man close to reflect him but he is just all around perfect!
Anyway dream lovers don’t have to exist anywhere but in your dream…with that in mind its time for bed :)
February 2012
11 posts
I always owe it to you
But in truth, I don’t owe anyone anything!.
I gots my self pneumonia, it sounds bad… literally I cough like 83 year old woman with really worn out lungs. but im sure ill be good in no time.
so quick update on thee life i live behind these eyes of mine:
Other than being some what sickly, i have been packing up my room because I’m moving except I’m torn between two places...
In my short life, I can honestly say one of my favorite things to do in this whole world, is drive at night and listen to Radiohead.
I am so close to feeling infinite.
A very close call to an end.
The time when you can waste a day and felt it wasn’t a waste at all but absolutely useful.
Just when you think you’ve grown up. You’ll always be growing somewhere.
So I cut my hair off, and I mean all of it and in my head I think, this may be the one un vain thing I do in my life. And my quirks and witty attitude shows more than ever. Hair has nothing to do with it.
but it did tell me ill be easier to spot than blend in. Ive never been the kind to like to be on the spot.
In reality you have to be a liittle crazy and be able to see things, talk to your...
Dream a little hate.
I woke at 4am today and went back to sleep at 9am.
So I had a very awful dream… and a very long one. I was being tortured by a girl that use to be my friend and a girl who is my…was my friend but is my ex boy friends, girl friend.
They pretty much made my dream a living hell. They had cut off my hair and one of them kept ripping and ruining my dresses. And then I wanted to leave...
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