It just can’t be good to be called enigmatic 6 times since the year started.

Wants past 22…

I want to think about doing things I should be doing at my age. And stop thinking like a 40 year old single woman with her cat that greets her in the drive way.

I want two fishes, but ill probably get really sad knowing they won’t know what the ocean is like and get even more sad knowing they never even knew of the ocean and they would live only for a couple of months then get flushed…do fishes have ears?, I should google that.

I want to ride my bike to work. I’m going to have to move close to work, where ever ill be working, doh!.

I want to get married, but much farther from 22… and if i do…

I want to live in a very green area till 37….

I want to move to the country or the mountains….

I want to a chicken, it’ll probably get lonely so i’ll just get two.

and ducks and a fawn and a nice big dog that watches the kittens.

I was talking to my 12 year old sister and her friends last night at their slumber party and we got to the subject of our “futures”, ya know when older folks think about it, its just scary but when you are a pre-teen trying to rebel or get that A- into a full A, its just fun.

Maybe I should just lie to my self and the world and say im 13 years old. The thought of taking on high school again is terrifying! never mind!

ooooh!, I MUST buy this movie soon, my parents hated that Iwatched day to day from ages 4 to 6 years old. then I taped an I love lucy episode by mistake…

(Source: hannahliveshere, via aglennosaur)

The things I do after midnight. I love this Idea so much, It came to me at 3 a.m. two nights ago. These are heart shape boxes I bought at target, only a buck and look so cute. whale, I wanted to make it even cuter and add some front art. instead of making valentines day card and giving them away ill be making cookies and giving them away in these boxes. I don’t believe in ever making the same thing twice so each box will have a different cover. Hopefully I can doodle enough drawings with amiable sayings.

Red pants.

When I was much younger and before turining into a teen, middle school was a breeze. I did my home work, stayed after school, was never tardy and had a good rep with the faculty. This was because I was the T.A in the library and the front office. Aside from having 3 electives instead of having spanish and p.e. So I ran into this lady who remembers me far too well. It was at trader joes, I was with my mother so they of course start the chit chat. And then she says “your daughter was the only creative student I knew that liked setting aside a stack of books to read when people had to return them.” And goes asking me if I still wear the same red pants I did back then. I forgot about those! They fit perfect and were the perfect shade of red. Not too bright and had deep pockets. Now I can’t stop thinking about them. They had a long run with me. I had them for three years, wore them every week. Then I fell down on the grass while doing a cart wheel and left a huge grass stain on my right knee. My mom told me to make them into shorts. And they just weren’t the same. I wore them only at home. My clothes always seems to really grow on me.

Brainstorm

I need a sturdy camera man and a nifty co host. Or ill just run things on my own.

In other news, I can say I am soooo…. Its nice knowing you don’t have much of any plans on the weekends. Shows how well your social life is going ;) Its portlandia and snl for me tonight. A bit of kirk and wine wouldn’t hurt…

Whoa, that says a lot

I only talk to my distant family… A WHOLE LOT! more than the first cousins and all that rubbish. So I had to stay up and talk to my cousin in Toulouse, France, just now. It was a worthy conversation, about the climate and the times of change. mostly because I was looking forward to going to Quebec, Canada for a year to study french but looks like fate has a different turn for me called “The Working Girl life”. because I have no more money for school, let alone travel!. sigh….

looks like im ready to become a working tool that shapes america.

ps. At least knowing that i will stay put for the next two year gives me comfort on trying the things I wasnt able to get around too. like the web show ill be working on for summer!, Inspired by almost all my friends who are all super amazing and only take me to more talented folks, gets me really excited. I’ll probably start with Summer Twins, I love my girls.

interest…

Its the same story everytime.
They like star wars but they don’t love star trek, they love star trek but hate lord of the rings, they love lord of the rings but won’t know a thing about back to the future, they know all the lines in back to the future but never heard of doctor who, they know about doctor who but won’t listen to theories of time travel, they hate scify but think nebulas look cool, they talk but never think.

I guess my point is, I’ll always have to have different type of friends for different kinds of interest. Maybe I could clone my self. Then maybe I can talk about blair waldorf having data as one of her minions.

I have a date with the world today. But my bed has just swallowed me whole . This wouldn’t be okay but Ryan Adams is telling me to sleep.

Maybe its because I’m laying down in the darkness but even in a room full of light, I feel lost. I know where I stand I know what I’m doing but I’m just not here. And I wonder if you, the reader, have ever felt this way. The darkness of the night becomes your sleep and melts the world away leaving every part of your subconscious in charge. To think, we can’t even trust our own heads while we sleep. As sneaky as it is, our guard is never let down. Should tell you, will it be your heart or your head?

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Oh why do I forget to take my glasses off!, this was new years with ma girl:)

I can never not look awkward.

this is it.

Oh! johnny got me a beautiful first generation star trek pin. I just got it two days ago and i don’t even want to take out of the box. its equivalent to a box of diamond earrings.

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theswingingsixties:

New Year’s Eve, Grand Central Station, NYC, 1969. Photo by Leonard Freed.

The most wonderful photo I have found! Happy new year tumblr folks. I love you more than google.

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But still….

I’m going to all partys, their your friends. And no I’m not driving :D

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